Tuesday, October 23, 2012

"IF"



Is Jacobs blessing of earthly descendents a result of faith? Where God extends his blessing of faith onto those he knows will accept it, and reveals himself to them, they in turn “see” the stairway to heaven. You see, the stairs always exist, it’s just a matter of who can see them. So with the blessing of sight, Jacob “has faith”. 

Read Genesis 28:10-22

How does he practice faith in this moment? 

We see that after he wakes up he pours oil on his pillow rock and renames the place where God met him, Bethel. He is impacted in his dream so significantly that he has to outwardly represent what happened. Further, he is spurred to move. Jacob claims, “If God will be with me and will watch over me on this journey I am taking and will give me food to eat and clothes to wear so that I return safely to my father’s household, then the Lord will be my God and this stone that I have set up as a pillar will be God’s house.” (Genesis 28)

Now, Jacob had not set out before after being inspired in the presence of the Lord. But his skeptic remark seems to prove his humanity. Yes, he acted in faith by moving on what God called him to, but why did he say “IF”? God blatantly promises to Jacob that he will “watch over him wherever he goes, and bring him back to this land. I will not leave him until I have done what I have promised him.” But Jacob doesn’t whole heartedly abandon his net, at least not without some question. 

Maybe Jacob isn’t testing God when he says “if”. Maybe it’s not some kind of ultimatum. Like, “I will only follow you God if you make sure no one steals this robe, oh, and I’m not sure if you’re aware but I like to eat three meals a day. You got that?” 

Jacob understood God’s promise, it was clear. God even drives home is fidelity when he says “I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised”. Two promises in one sentence? How could Jacob doubt? 

When he said “IF God will be with me” what he means is, “by all means”. As if to say, God just promised to protect me, and if God is protecting me then, heck yeah, I will do whatever he wants. 

“If God is for us who can be against us?”

Responding with Jacob like faith requires a wild, get-up-and-go type attitude. I mean, the man slept on a rock and got up the next day ready to build God’s kingdom. Jacob-like faith is one that looks at the promises that God makes, and says “Hey, if this is true, then I’m trusting in it”. One that sees those brilliant stairs and shouts “how awesome is this place!” One that sees the stairs and yearns for their hidden glory to be disclosed to the blind.

Jacobs reaction illustrates an ideal human faith; a faith of action, movement, “sold-outedness”, self sacrificing, full reliance on God. 

See the stairs and be inspired.

Friday, October 12, 2012

The Needle


Thread this tapestry, thread true and tether
Lace and linen, private cloth united
With the piercing laceration of a pious needle
Stitch afore made, completing in to one

Sensual prick stitch, scarlet red thread
Pierced virgin cloth alike
Seaming a purple robe to gather our bodies
In one
 
Tearing a flesh seam,
Divorcing our matrimony of flesh
Plucked with the sieze of your hand
Torn sudden, scarred and strewn
In scarlet ribbons on the floor
Lay sweat-stained tomb linens
And my cold naked body beside
 
 

(Inspiration from John Donne The Flea)